"never be idle in your own life."

Best advice I've heard in awhile or at least it's stuck with me.  Currently I feel I am being idle.  The biggest thing I need to address is SCHOOL!  It's beyond time.
Second, I've realized today how much I miss having adult conversation, that isn't centered around my children.  I miss having friends, hanging out, SHOPPING! and honestly I kind of miss being ME.  For the past 18 months I've been Oliver and Cecelia's mom, not Lacye.  I'm having a little bit of trouble remembering her.  I need to start making time for her, doing things that make her feel good (like not throwing my hair into a bun everyday! possibly putting on a touch of make up.. working out...)  All things that if I do will raise my self-esteem, in turn making me a better MOM.

• Monday 7/11 I begin - Insanity Work Out. 

• Thurs 7/28 Compass placement test!  I need to fill out the FASFA again.  School is just under 2 miles away from my house! Depending on my compass scores, I'm gonna start with one prerequisite course online this quarter and if that goes well I'll do 2 next quarter.  I would really like to be a nurse before I am 30!  That's the goal.

These are the steps I'm taking to get myself out of this "rut" and stop being idle in my life. I want to be active and stop wasting all this precious time.