alright.

my normal average weight has been 170.
before I got pregnant, depression hit and I gained about 40 pounds.
then I miscarried. gained another 5 pounds.
6 weeks later I found out I was pregnant with my oldest.
after he was born I went right back to my pre-pregnancy weight, 215.
8 months later + 20 pounds, pregnant with cupcake.
With her I gained 8 pounds = 243
Within a week after delivery, I was back at 215.
She is now 2 months old and I'm at 210.

Where do I go from here?

No sugar.  No bread.  No soda.
veggies / fruit, lean meats.
Watch my portion sizes. 

plus


I AM GOING TO START WORKING OUT!   
(I never really have before.. which explains the 170.)

wish me luck.