Second, I've realized today how much I miss having adult conversation, that isn't centered around my children. I miss having friends, hanging out, SHOPPING! and honestly I kind of miss being ME. For the past 18 months I've been Oliver and Cecelia's mom, not Lacye. I'm having a little bit of trouble remembering her. I need to start making time for her, doing things that make her feel good (like not throwing my hair into a bun everyday! possibly putting on a touch of make up.. working out...) All things that if I do will raise my self-esteem, in turn making me a better MOM.
- Monday 7/11 I begin - Insanity Work Out.
- Thurs 7/28 Compass placement test! I need to fill out the FASFA again. School is just under 2 miles away from my house! Depending on my compass scores, I'm gonna start with one prerequisite course online this quarter and if that goes well I'll do 2 next quarter. I would really like to be a nurse before I am 30! That's the goal.
These are the steps I'm taking to get myself out of this "rut" and stop being idle in my life. I want to be active and stop wasting all this precious time.
